january 20, 2001.

Y'know, I should be working on my assignments right now. I did spend the entire week freaking about them. What am I doing instead? Well, I'm trying to pinpoint the second time I met Dav. To do this, I've gone through four months worth of entries about the Garden. Four months of Dirk, Stacy, Dav, Jesse, Little Spider, Morgan, Gomer & Sheila; starring Rocketgroom as The Boy. Four months of going out so often that my fabulous wardrobe was stretched to its limit.

I'm torturing myself, that's what I'm doing.

God, I want to go home so bad. It's just one of those Saturday night things that even a belly full of home-made chicken stew can't put right. Two years ago. That's all it's been. It seems impossibly far away, both in time & space. What was that about the continuity of moment?

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